The three types

Lets see in the past two months ive gone from highs to lows to bleh.

The highs - were amazing and unpredictable and fun and calm. I mean even though things arnt going as i planned i like it and thats not my style i usually have situations and scenarios planned out but recently the best plans have just happened.  Isnt that just the best stuff though the unexpected?

The lows - Dont get me wrong as much as i appricate having lows they really suck. and let me explain. Why do people love sad songs or sad movies? Heres my reason why i do. When everything goes perfect then your only experciencing life from one side of the emotion scale. Its like the saying without sadness there is no happyiness .  because if you dont know how it feels to feel like shiz you cant truely appericate the good things.

The Bleh - Bleh is to me the worst of the three.  Because with Bleh there is no feeling there is no pain there is no happiness there is just Bleh.  What is Bleh? Great question. Bleh is where every thing is just moving on around you and your content with it, not that there is anything wrong with being content, but for me to be able to feel something is more important then anything in the world.

OK so im done with that now off to whats new.

Lets see lets start with dating - right now..... ok back up 1 month ago... things are great and perfect and wonderful in this dynamic area, then shiz hit the fan and i came to a realization and its one i havent ever had before and it has to do with happiness and the fact there will be none. and this is where bleh and lows come in!

Sports - Soccer is my only sport going on right now... :( not good, although we are undefeated and are having alot of fun at the same time. but the thanksgiving bowl is in two days and not only are we playing it we also get to play with GEORGE!!! haha.

School - AHH! haha ok so school kinda sucks well only one class sucks really but i really like my spanish class which is going pretty well i can read spanish semi good nothing to hard but i impress myself!

To close this masterpiece off with a quote would be pretty legit so......

   "Without sadness there is no happiness. Without hate there is no love. Without poverty there is no wealth. Without death there is no life."

 "Without violence there is no peace. Without pain there is no pleasure. Without laziness there is no motivation. Without pain there is no innovation."

Time Heals All Wounds

Ahhh!  Classes have started, football, soccer, softball are all going!  What fun times!  Can life be any better!....... hahaha yah right... although those things listed above are pretty freaking sweet!  I will be siding on the caution side, when things are going good get ready for something to mess it all up, so with that note aside.  Mondays I am playing soccer and if you want to know when ill let you know same with Football on tuesdays and softball on thursdays and fridays!  Well enough of this positive post crap im out!

This week on....

Well this week is probably going to be super lame.  I mean honestly its 2 days before the fourth of july and i still dont have any plans i mean whats up with that?  The only thing I do have planned for this fourth of july is to listen to "Saturday" by chicago.  Which is pretty cool because saturday is the fourth of july this year and so the song matches.  But yah anyways my next entry will include my persuasive essay that im going to start writing any day now.  Its going to be about why Milwaukee is the next vacation destiny.  You guys will love it, hahaha.  But yah today is the begining of a four game series with the chicago cubs at wrigley.  Intense stuff this weekend.  I am hoping we can split this series because that would be huge.  But as big as it is, its nothing compared to the next series against St. Louis.  Those three games at home will more then likely tell us who will finsih in first at the all star break.  Well enough baseball, lets get to softball.  This week we start our playoffs for our softball team, which we are undefeated!  I am thinking that i will have a great game because A.) its cold B.) i didnt donate plasma today and C.) Im feeling it!  but yah ill leave with this If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes.
St. Clement of Alexandra

Its going down.

So i have come to the conclusion that I'm a horrible blogger but i have good music.  But that aside tonight will be a big hit or miss/make or break/swim or drown night.  So its realistically going to end not as i plan but oh well.  This is whats up. I got a phone a week ago or two, and then broke that phone hahaha.  I found out that the stress of having a softball team might be too much, so future idea of making a softball team has dimmed alot.  I have also come to the conclusion that i have the most messed up feelings in the world being that i want what i KNOW i cant have. hahahahaha how messed up is that?  I mean honestly how can i understand this fact and still not be able to change my train of thought?  ahhhh. oh well so this week was fun 2 bbqs and a bonfire and a movie and a date tonight i mean whats happening to me.  When did i become popular? hahaha I like it though hopefully i can keep this up you know what im saying.  So this rant is brought to you by me being very nervous for tonight and my way of getting some of it out there.  Well i just want to thank todd for hanging with me while my fam is gone and randy for letting me tag along for the movie and also g lou for the bed! its freaking fantastic never slept better hahaha.  And also to lauren hahaha and thats all thats needed to be said. well have fun enjoy the music cause i know i will and ill do better on this hahaha man i gotta stop saying hahaha but im addicted.

            Peace out C Dabs

Hehehe

Yankees and Sabathia lost!!!

UVU Bound!

Checklist:
1. Get a church calling - X
2. Get into UVU - X
3. Get onto a softball team - X
4. Practice for American Idol - X
5. Get a girlfriend - O

Well i guess 4/5 isn't too bad i guess. But yes i have a church calling as a stake sports assistant. I also got into UVU which I'm pretty psyched about. I am on the softball team again even though it wasn't really my idea to be so. And oh yeah I'm thinking about trying out for American Idol so i can be on TV like the ones who are terrible, cause honestly I suck and that's that. And as far as getting a girlfriend i think I'll pass on that trouble...."fun" for a while. I mean I am thinking of my future here and can't be slow down right now.... yeah...

Pff

So we got gameday today and Ive been getting ready like a 5 year by practicing passing the wall by hit the wall, and all that fun stuff.  So i am thinking of a job at the post office and it sounds boring but the pay is good and its somewhat close, so hopefully that pans out.  And theres a new spot ive been wanting to try out called iggys that opened up by the mall, so if anyones been there and has some tips on what to get or yah.

#1

Theres a new number 1 song and its definelty for someone, so listen try and guess (except Sienna & Todd). peace out.

New Stuff

New Stuff is very nice like our new surround sound system theatre.  Defenitly does good by the movies.  But yah other then that nothing new still looking for a job, but do have an idea of something i would like to do, bank telling!  yah sounds fun?  ok not really but it does have alot to do with numbers which i think i might do good with so hopefully it goes well.  but yah it is what it is cody out.

and oh yah cody is like a panther.