Its going down.

So i have come to the conclusion that I'm a horrible blogger but i have good music.  But that aside tonight will be a big hit or miss/make or break/swim or drown night.  So its realistically going to end not as i plan but oh well.  This is whats up. I got a phone a week ago or two, and then broke that phone hahaha.  I found out that the stress of having a softball team might be too much, so future idea of making a softball team has dimmed alot.  I have also come to the conclusion that i have the most messed up feelings in the world being that i want what i KNOW i cant have. hahahahaha how messed up is that?  I mean honestly how can i understand this fact and still not be able to change my train of thought?  ahhhh. oh well so this week was fun 2 bbqs and a bonfire and a movie and a date tonight i mean whats happening to me.  When did i become popular? hahaha I like it though hopefully i can keep this up you know what im saying.  So this rant is brought to you by me being very nervous for tonight and my way of getting some of it out there.  Well i just want to thank todd for hanging with me while my fam is gone and randy for letting me tag along for the movie and also g lou for the bed! its freaking fantastic never slept better hahaha.  And also to lauren hahaha and thats all thats needed to be said. well have fun enjoy the music cause i know i will and ill do better on this hahaha man i gotta stop saying hahaha but im addicted.

            Peace out C Dabs